The Organic Reflection Podcast

Tyler Murphy's story is one of survival, resilience, and the fierce, unlikely path back to the self. Born to a single nineteen year old mum in Melbourne, Tyler had a childhood that looked ordinary from the outside until it wasn't. From the age of nine, he was sexually abused by someone close to the family, and the abuse continued for seven years. He buried it so deep he didn't connect it to anything until he was twenty-three. What came between was years of running from something he couldn't name. In this conversation, Tyler opens up about the drug use that started at sixteen and escalated to ice by eighteen, the violent attack at nineteen that left his jaw broken in three places, the hundreds of times he thought about taking his own life, and the two stints in a psychiatric detox unit. He shares the moment he finally told his mum what had happened, and the seven more years it took after that conversation before he was truly ready to get clean. We also dive into the DMT experience that cracked his atheism wide open, the mushroom therapy sessions he designed himself, seven years of work with his psychotherapist Pete, and the sprint triathlon he entered on a whim in 2023 that landed him on the podium and changed the entire direction of his life. Within months he deleted his social media, went dark, and was on the bike by 3.30am. Within two years he was one of the top five half ironman athletes in his age group in Australia. This episode isn't just about recovering from trauma. It's about what a human being is capable of when they finally decide to stop running and start racing toward something. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Being raised by a single teenage mum and the early years Seven years of childhood sexual abuse by someone close to the family Drug use from sixteen, ice by eighteen, and the spiral that followed A violent attack at nineteen, a broken jaw, and surgery with titanium plates Two stints in psychiatric detox and the conversation with his mum at twenty-three Seven more years before getting truly clean from meth A DMT experience that shattered his atheism and opened something spiritual Designing his own mushroom therapy sessions with set and setting Seven years of work with his psychotherapist Pete A sprint triathlon in St Kilda, a podium he didn't expect, and what it unlocked Rising to the top five half ironman athletes in his age group in Australia A court case underway as his abuser prepares to plead guilty Forgiveness, not for the man who hurt him, but for his own freedom 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Nick Lawson's story is one of running, searching, and the long road back to the self. He spent his teenage years terrified and performing, surrounded by violence and chaos, while quietly falling apart inside. When his father left at sixteen, the already shaky ground beneath him turned to sand. What followed was fifteen years of movement. In this conversation, Nick opens up about the heartbreak at nineteen that brought him to the edge, running barefoot across Africa in search of something he couldn't name, and the First Nations aunty who stopped him cold and asked, simply, where do you come from? He didn't know. That question sent him somewhere no passport could take him. We dive into the morning tea ceremony he has kept at 3am for years, the qigong practice that taught him to listen to his body, a four-day vision quest where death felt close enough to touch, and the meditation that finally handed him the truth about what happened to him as a three year old. It remains the most painful and most liberating moment of his life. This episode isn't just about one man's healing. It's about what becomes possible when you finally stop running and sit still long enough to meet yourself. Today Nick Lawson is a qigong teacher, ceremony keeper, and father — and one of the most quietly extraordinary humans we have ever had in the room. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: A childhood marked by fear, violence and an absent father Heartbreak at nineteen and the call that changed everything Running barefoot across Africa and what he thought he was looking for The First Nations aunty and the question that redirected his life The 3am tea ceremony as daily ritual and living mirror Qigong and the ancient practice of nurturing life A four-day vision quest where death gave him a choice The meditation that uncovered what happened to him as a three year old Water as God, Daoism and the thread that connects all spiritual paths Raising a son with presence, not programming What it means to finally love yourself after everything you've carried 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Kaitlyn Menere's story is one of loss, avoidance, and the slow, hard won discovery that the body keeps score of everything we refuse to feel. Growing up in Melbourne with a classic Aussie upbringing, Kaitlyn's world looked completely ordinary until the day she was nineteen and her mum was diagnosed with breast cancer. What followed was chemo, radiation and a double mastectomy. And then, at twenty, the day her mum went in for one final operation and simply didn't wake up. They were planning her twenty-first birthday party when it happened. In this conversation, Kaitlyn opens up about the eight years that followed, the party scene that swallowed her whole, the drugs and alcohol that made it easier not to feel, and the Crohn's disease diagnosis at twenty-seven that finally forced her to stop running. She walks us through six operations, injections she had to refrigerate and self-administer, and the moment a doctor told her the next step was a colostomy bag, then later told her she'd be back when she chose to heal herself naturally instead. She didn't go back. We also dive deep into the holistic healing journey that followed, a book that cracked her world open, a sacred cacao breathwork ceremony that finally unlocked the grief she'd buried for years, the carnivore diet, cold ocean swims, and the full remission she now lives in, completely symptom free, without medication. This episode isn't just about Crohn's disease. It's about what happens when a body runs out of ways to ask for help and finally gets your attention. We explore losing a parent at twenty and the grief that had nowhere to go, eight years of the Melbourne party scene as a survival mechanism, a Crohn's diagnosis that started with symptoms she ignored for years, multiple operations and a medical system that never once asked about her lifestyle, the book that planted the seed, a breathwork breakthrough that broke her open, five years sober and how it started as just one weekend, the carnivore diet and what three years of it did for her body, going off medication and what the doctor said when she came back in remission, the contraceptive pill and what it does to women's bodies over time, and nervous system regulation as the foundation of all true healing. Today, Kaitlyn Menere is a holistic psychotherapist based in Melbourne working with women on their nervous systems, anxiety, lifestyle and the root causes of disease. She reached out to us herself, slid into the DMs, and we are so glad she did. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Losing her mum on the operating table at twenty, mid birthday party planning Eight years of drugs, alcohol and the Melbourne party scene as grief avoidance A Crohn's diagnosis at twenty-seven and the symptoms she ignored for years Six operations, self-administered injections and the threat of a colostomy bag A medical system that never once asked about diet, lifestyle or stress How To Do The Work and the book that changed everything Cold ocean swims, meditation and the seed being planted A sacred cacao breathwork ceremony that unlocked eight years of buried grief Five years sober, how it started as one weekend The carnivore diet and three years of following it Going off medication, full remission, and what the doctor said The contraceptive pill, women's bodies and what we're not being told The four phases of the menstrual cycle and why women need to know them Nervous system regulation as the foundation of healing Why not giving a f**k is actually one of the most healing things you can do 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Bronya Benvin's story is one of awakening, surrender, and the slow, mysterious unfolding of a life that was never going to fit inside the ordinary. Growing up in Nelson, New Zealand as a deeply sensitive child who felt the energy of every room she walked into, Bronya always knew something else was at work beneath the surface. What followed would take three lifetimes to live. In this conversation, Bronya opens up about the three awakenings that have defined her life, one by grace, one by trauma, and one by grace again. From a spontaneous spiritual activation at fifteen that she told no one about for nearly two decades, to a dark night of the soul that followed one of the most violent and terrifying experiences of her life, to the heartbreak that cracked her open a third time and gave birth to an entirely new body of work. This episode isn't just about psychic gifts or tarot cards. It's about what happens when a woman stops running from her sensitivity and finally lets it lead. We explore childhood marked by empathy and the unexplained, corporate burnout and a plea deal with the universe, a trauma that changed the entire trajectory of her life, the deck of tarot cards that arrived and immediately began to speak through her, Neuro Soul Architecture and what it means to live in true coherence, and the live tarot reading that happened right here in the studio. Today, Bronya Benvin is an intuitive tarot reader, psychic and creator of Neuro Soul Architecture, a transformational alignment framework she is currently delivering to her second cohort of clients. We were so glad the path brought her here. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Growing up deeply sensitive and perceptive in Nelson, New Zealand A spontaneous spiritual awakening at fifteen, kept secret for nearly two decades Searching for God in India and finding the journey was always internal Burning out in a corporate IT career and making a plea deal with the universe A violent trauma and the moment of profound surrender that followed The dark night of the soul and the lost years A deck of tarot cards that arrived and immediately began to speak through her The difference between a psychic and a medium Neuro Soul Architecture, the four fields of being and what true coherence looks like Synchronicities, angel numbers and how to read the patterns of your life A live tarot reading in studio 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Nerida Bint's story is one of survival, shame and the slow, courageous work of coming home to yourself. Growing up as her stepfather's stepdaughter, Nerida spent her childhood watching a man look at her with contempt, never understanding why she couldn't earn his acceptance. What she didn't know was that his rejection of her was rooted in a rejection he had carried since boyhood, sent alone to boarding school as a deaf child, abandoned by his own mother. The pain had to go somewhere. It landed on her. What followed were decades of not feeling like she belonged here. In this conversation, Nerida opens up about the years she spent planning to take her life, the suicide attempts that finally broke her open, and the moment she sat in a car park watching a TEDx talk about shame and burst into tears for the first time in years. She shares what it felt like to run a string of successful gyms, be surrounded by community and love, and still go home every night to a version of herself she couldn't bear to be with. We also dive deep into the emotional intelligence framework Nerida has spent years building from her own healing, the difference between your inner critic and your inner coach, why the emotions your parents couldn't hold become the emotions you can't hold, and what it means to finally stop running from pain and actually let it move through you. This episode isn't just about how dark it can get. It's about what becomes possible when you finally decide you're worth fighting for. We explore growing up as a stepdaughter and the wound of parental rejection, generational trauma and how one person's pain becomes another's childhood, the external facade of success masking internal devastation, suicidal ideation as a coping mechanism not a desire to leave, the Brené Brown car park moment that changed everything, the Covid dark night that stripped it all back, emotional intelligence and the scale of consciousness, the inner critic and how to move toward the inner coach, connection before correction and how to raise emotionally healthy children, group healing and why shame dissolves in the presence of others, and what it feels like to finally fall in love with the woman in the mirror. Today, Nerida Bint is an emotional intelligence coach and mentor working with women across Australia and beyond, helping them understand the childhood wounds driving their patterns, release shame, and step into the version of themselves they were always meant to be. She has recently moved to Melbourne, found the love of her life, and is building a life that once felt completely out of reach. We were so glad she stayed. Master Your Mindset online course usually valued at $499 down to just $250 Link: https://neridabint.app.clientclub.net/courses/offers/131fddcb-fb78-4765-8a75-209ae69643bf Use code: MASTER250 Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Growing up as a stepdaughter and the pain of unexplained rejection A father shaped by his own abandonment and how that trauma passed to her Feeling broken, invisible and suicidal from a young age Running multiple women's gyms while secretly planning not to stay The car park, the TEDx talk, and the first real understanding of shame Multiple suicide attempts and the friend who helped her find her way back Covid stripping away her business, her relationship and her identity overnight The lockdown awakening that finally made everything make sense The emotional home formed between ages zero and seven Why the emotions your parents couldn't hold become yours to carry Inner critic versus inner coach and the 400 to 600 repetitions it takes to rewire 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Warren Rankine's story is one of displacement, survival, and an extraordinary determination to build a life from scratch. Placed in an orphanage at two years old, separated from his sisters due to his Aboriginal heritage, and cycling through foster families until he ran away at 14, his earliest memories are of being left behind. And yet, what he built from there is nothing short of remarkable. What followed wasn't just hardship, but a long road of near misses, self-determination, and an unrelenting drive to become something different to what life handed him. ⚠️ Content Warning: This episode contains discussions of childhood trauma, foster care, and themes of loss and grief. Listener discretion is advised. In this conversation, Warren shares what it was like to grow up as a ward of the state, to be separated from his family due to his mixed Aboriginal heritage, and to watch his mother drive away at six years old and not see her again for years. He opens up about the misadventure that followed, the sliding door moments that could have taken his life in a very different direction, and how he found a way out. We also explore the three devastating events that finally pushed him to finish a book he'd been writing for ten years, the death of his mother, the sudden loss of his young nephew on a football field, and a federal court battle that tested everything he'd built. And we go deep on Aboriginal identity, what it meant to grow up not always being recognised as the man he knew himself to be, and the moment a respected indigenous elder changed all of that without a single prompt. This episode isn't just about surviving a hard start. It's about what it takes to rewrite a story that was never supposed to have a good ending. We explore foster care and displacement, Aboriginal identity and mixed heritage, family separation, misadventure and sliding door moments, loss and grief, resilience and self-determination, building a business from nothing, legacy, and the courage it takes to tell your own story. Warren reflects on a life lived on his own terms, forged through adversity, shaped by loss, and driven by a refusal to let his beginning define his end. Today, Warren is also the author of his book 15ft Tall , where he shares his remarkable story in full, the raw, the real, and the deeply human journey of a man who had every reason to fall and chose, every time, to get back up. We were privileged to sit down with Warren for a candid, powerful, and deeply moving conversation. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Being placed in an orphanage at two years old Family separation and Aboriginal identity Growing up as a ward of the state and in foster care Running away at 14 and refusing to go back Misadventure, near misses, and sliding door moments Loss, his mother, his nephew, and the battles in between Building a successful business from nothing A decade-long journey to finish writing his book Reclaiming his Aboriginal identity Legacy, mortality, and what it means to keep going 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

Paul Lubicz's story is one of searching, performance, and the long, winding road back to the self. Born in Perth and adopted as an infant, Paul was told the truth at four years old, and without the tools to understand what it meant, his young mind landed on the only conclusion it could, that he was not wanted, not enough, and somehow at fault. What followed was a lifetime of overachieving, people pleasing and looking outside himself for the wholeness he couldn't find within. The search would take him across the world. In this conversation, Paul opens up about the decades spent chasing validation through performance, from manufacturing chemist to personal trainer, from a column in the Sunday Times to the super yachts of the ultra-wealthy. He shares the moment a cranial sacral session in Cannes cracked him open, the ten nights of ayahuasca in the Peruvian Amazon that rearranged the furniture of his mind, and the dark room retreat that left him nowhere to hide from himself. This episode isn't just about one man's journey across continents and consciousness. It's about what becomes possible when you finally stop performing and start being. We explore the primal wound of adoption and the stories a child creates to survive, the compensatory performance and the hunger for outside validation, meeting a biological mother at nineteen and the truth that still wasn't enough, a DNA test in his forties that sent him back into freefall, cranial sacral therapy at Cannes and the first heart opening, the Landmark Forum and being dismantled on stage, ten nights of ayahuasca in the Peruvian Amazon, nine days of water fasting and a three day dark room retreat, qigong, shamanism, Ho'oponopono and learning how to pray, and why he now dedicates his life to making business leaders more conscious, more benevolent and more free. Today, Paul Lubicz is a coach and consciousness guide working with CEOs and leaders across the globe, helping them trade performance for presence and confusion for clarity. He has studied under some of the world's most respected teachers across shamanism, qigong, plant medicine, executive coaching and prayer, and brings every layer of that experience into the room with him. We were privileged to sit down with Paul for a raw, honest, and deeply powerful conversation. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Being adopted in Perth and the moment a four year old decided he wasn't enough The compensatory story, people pleasing and the hunger for applause Working as a manufacturing chemist and the escape to London Personal training, the Sunday Times and the world of celebrities and super yachts A cranial sacral session at Cannes that cracked his heart open The Landmark Forum and being broken down on stage with ruthless compassion Ten nights of ayahuasca in the Peruvian Amazon Sacred mountains above Cusco and the Quechua wisdom keepers Nine days on water only and what fasting reveals about the mind Three days in a blacked out room with nowhere to hide Qigong, shamanism, remote viewing and the full curriculum of the seeker Ho'oponopono and the power of a well made prayer Self gnosis, the Hermetic principles and the law of correspondence Why business leaders need consciousness more than strategy First hand experience as king and the word that changed everything, maybe 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Georgie Collinson's story is one of high achievement, hidden pain, and the quiet courage it takes to finally stop performing and start healing. Growing up the youngest of three in Melbourne, Georgie was the good girl, the one who followed the rules, got the grades, and learned early how to hold herself together. But underneath the surface, anxiety was building. And when a family holiday in Bali at nineteen shattered everything she thought was solid, the foundation she'd been standing on turned to quicksand. What followed was a decade of searching. In this conversation, Georgie opens up about the years spent chasing answers through nutrition, naturopathy, affirmations and self-help, and what she found when none of it was enough. She shares how hypnotherapy and subconscious work became the turning point that changed not just her anxiety, but the patterns she'd been unconsciously living out since childhood. We also dive deep into the mechanics of high-functioning anxiety, what it actually looks like on a Tuesday morning, why success and anxiety so often travel together, and why the women who look like they have it most together are often the ones who need this conversation most. We explore the subconscious mind, childhood imprints and scarcity patterns, the gut-anxiety connection, why the opposite of fear is love not calm, and what it means to truly become your own parent. This episode isn't just about anxiety. It's about what becomes possible when you stop outsourcing your trust and come back to yourself. We explore childhood scarcity and the patterns it leaves behind, a family crisis that shattered a nineteen year old's world, perfectionism and the high-achieving woman's trap, the subconscious roots of anxiety and how hypnotherapy unlocks them, the gut-brain-anxiety connection, autoimmune conditions and self-attack, the contraceptive pill and women's self-trust, what anxiety is actually trying to tell you, and why love, not calm, is the real antidote to fear. Today, Georgie works with women around the world as a hypnotherapist and subconscious mind coach, guiding them through a 12-month journey from chronic stress and self-doubt into what she calls becoming a calm woman. She trained under world-renowned therapist Marissa Peer and brings her own lived experience into every session she holds. We were privileged to sit down with Georgie for a raw, honest, and deeply powerful conversation. Get your C60 here 👇🏼🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Growing up the youngest of three and the scarcity pattern formed before memory A family holiday in Bali that shattered everything at nineteen Anxiety through the teens and the moment a doctor said not yet to medication Years of searching, naturopathy, nutrition, affirmations and their limits The breakthrough that finally broke the cycle High-functioning anxiety, what it looks like and who it hides in Childhood imprints, subconscious patterns and emotionally unavailable parents How hypnotherapy works and what happens in a two-hour session The gut, anxiety and autoimmune connection and why 80% of autoimmune is in women The contraceptive pill, women's bodies and the severing of self-trust Anxiety versus depression and why they need different things The opposite of fear is not calm, it's love Oxytocin, the amygdala and how love literally rewires the brain Becoming your own ideal parent 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Victoria Sinis's story is one of searching, awakening, and radical transformation. Growing up in Melbourne with immigrant parents, Vic carried an inexplicable heaviness from childhood, one that led her toward substances at 13, a six-year toxic relationship, and eventually into the heart of one of Australia's largest OnlyFans agencies. What she found inside that world changed everything. In this conversation, Victoria pulls back the curtain on how OnlyFans agencies actually operate, the chatters, the manipulation, the recruitment tactics, and the language used to keep women from seeing what they're really signing up for. She shares the moment it all hit her, and what she did next. We also dive deep into the faith encounter that flipped her life completely upside down, a Sunday service she almost skipped, a story about a woman at a well, and a conversion so real she walked away from her income, emptied her bank account, and stepped into a purpose she couldn't ignore. This episode isn't just about the dark side of the internet.It's about what becomes possible when you finally stop running. We explore childhood pain and identity, toxic relationships, the hidden mechanics of OnlyFans agencies, moral awakening, radical faith and conversion, and the courage to speak the truth publicly. Today, Victoria is actively touring and speaking across Australia and internationally, educating young people on the realities of the OnlyFans industry and sharing the testimony that set her free. We were privileged to sit down with Vic for a raw, honest, and deeply powerful conversation. Get your C60 here 👇🏼🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Growing up with unexplained sadness and early drug exposure A six-year toxic and emotionally abusive relationship The inner workings of an OnlyFans agency Recruitment, manipulation, and the language of the industry Moral awakening and walking away A radical faith conversion and what came next Emptying her bank account and stepping into purpose Theology, grace, and what it means to be truly loved 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

This episode is being released during Domestic and Family Violence Prevention Month - May 2026. We are proud to be using our platform to keep this conversation going. Our resident psychotherapist Maria Kairouz returns for round two and she doesn't hold back. In this conversation, Maria brings her lived experience as a domestic and family violence worker to the table and gets real about the questions most people are too afraid to ask. What is coercive control, and how do you know if you're experiencing it? What does safety actually look like in a relationship? And why are so many people choosing to stay in destruction rather than face the fear of leaving? This episode goes deeper than statistics. Maria explores how childhood conditioning quietly shapes the patterns we repeat in adulthood, why power and control always trace back to insecurity, and what it truly means to take accountability for your choices, whether you're the one who's been hurt, or the one doing the hurting. She speaks candidly about the healing journey after abuse, why leaving can feel more dangerous than staying, and what communities, men, and families can actually do to create safer spaces for everyone. This isn't a conversation about blame. It's about awareness, accountability, and the courage to do better. We speak about coercive control and emotional abuse, domestic and family violence statistics, the role of childhood trauma and conditioning, drugs, alcohol and unsafe environments, self-compassion and self-regulation, narcissism and manipulation, the healing journey, masculine vulnerability, and what safety truly means in relationships. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: What coercive control really looks like Power, dominance, and the insecurity beneath it How childhood exposure shapes adult behaviour Drugs, alcohol, and escalating violence Self-compassion - humanity, self-awareness, self-kindness Narcissism, manipulation, and relational intelligence The healing journey after abuse Masculine vulnerability and emotional regulation What we can do as a community 🧡 If this episode brought something up for you, or if you or someone you know needs support, please reach out. You don't have to navigate this alone. 1800RESPECT — National domestic, family and sexual violence support📞 1800 737 732 | Available 24/7🌐 www.1800respect.org.au MensLine Australia — Free support for men around relationships, family violence and wellbeing📞 1300 789 978 | Available 24/7🌐 www.mensline.org.au Beyond Blue — Mental health support and crisis counselling📞 1300 22 4636 | Available 24/7🌐 www.beyondblue.org.au Lifeline — Crisis support and suicide prevention📞 13 11 14 | Available 24/7🌐 www.lifeline.org.au In an emergency, always call 000. 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection ​ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

Jessica Lynne's journey into mediumship didn't begin with a dramatic revelation, it began with grief, curiosity, and a stranger telling her she was sitting on the wrong side of the table. From losing her grandmother and her sister, to decades of seeking connection with those she'd lost, Jessica's path to becoming a medium was shaped as much by her own healing as it was by her gift. In this conversation, Jessica shares how her gift first revealed itself and why she couldn't access it until she did the inner work first. We explore what it actually means to be a medium, how she learned to turn her ability on and off like a light switch, and the system she uses to separate her own thoughts from the messages coming through. She opens up about the loss of her sister at 28, the signs that followed, and the moment a bowl flew across the room in the middle of the night. She speaks honestly about the energy it takes for spirit to communicate, why her sister is still in her words, a bit of a "shit stirrer," and how grief and humour can exist in the same breath. We also explore the deeper healing work that underpins everything, kinesiology, energy work, retreating, and learning to stop sitting in the back seat of your own life. Jessica shares what it means to shift not just the mind but the body, and why you can't do this work without doing the work on yourself first. We explore mediumship and spiritual gifts, grief and loss, healing and energy work, signs from spirit, the psychology of belief, trauma and identity, and what it means to live with one foot in both worlds. Jessica reflects on the courage it takes to step into your gift, the humility required to keep growing, and the extraordinary things that happen when you finally stop doubting what you already know. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 ⁠https://www.organicreflection.com⁠ 🎙 In this episode, we explore: Discovering a mediumship gift through grief Sitting on the wrong side of the table Learning to turn the gift on and off Separating your thoughts from spirit's messages The bowl, the sister, and spirit with personality Energy work, kinesiology, and healing the body Why you can't access your gift without doing the work Signs, symbols, and trusting what comes through Trapped spirits and what they're really after Living between two worlds with intention 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection⁠ 📸 ⁠https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: ⁠https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): ⁠https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: ⁠https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Tori Baxter’s story is shaped by trauma, survival, resilience, and ultimately, healing. From growing up in an environment marked by abuse and silence, to navigating addiction, toxic relationships, and early motherhood, her journey reflects both deep pain and extraordinary strength. What followed wasn’t just a series of hardships, but a long process of carrying unspoken trauma that shaped how she saw herself, her relationships, and the world around her. ⚠️ Content Warning: This episode contains discussions of childhood abuse, trauma, addiction, and mental health. Listener discretion is advised. In this conversation, Tori shares how early experiences of abuse and secrecy impacted her identity, and how survival became her default way of living. We explore the psychological weight of holding trauma for decades, the search for validation, and the patterns that emerged as a result. She reflects on leaving home at a young age, falling into unhealthy relationships, and the environments that reinforced cycles of chaos and self-destruction. Tori also opens up about addiction, the reality of living in survival mode, and how unresolved trauma quietly influences behaviour over time. We dive into the moment everything shifted, when she finally spoke the truth after 30 years of silence and the release that followed. She shares how that moment became a turning point, lifting a weight she had carried for most of her life. The conversation also explores healing, forgiveness, and what it means to move forward after trauma. Tori speaks honestly about conflicting emotions, self-awareness, and the ongoing process of rebuilding her life with strength and clarity. This episode isn’t just about trauma. It’s about resilience, release, and the power of facing what’s been buried. We explore childhood trauma, silence and secrecy, identity formation, survival patterns, toxic relationships, addiction, healing, forgiveness, self-awareness, and the process of reclaiming your life. Tori reflects on her journey through adversity, finding strength through honesty, and learning to live with greater freedom, peace, and intention. Today, Tori is also the author of her book My Sweet Monster , where she shares her story in even greater depth, offering insight into both the darkness she endured and the strength it took to rebuild. We were privileged to sit down with Tori for a raw, honest, and deeply powerful conversation. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 ⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://www.organicreflection.com⁠⁠⁠⁠ 🎙 In this episode, we explore: • Childhood trauma and growing up in silence • Abuse, secrecy, and identity formation • Leaving home young and survival mode • Toxic relationships and seeking validation • Addiction and destructive patterns • The psychological weight of unspoken trauma • Breaking point and telling the truth • Healing, release, and self-awareness • Forgiveness and letting go • Rebuilding identity and moving forward 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠⁠⁠⁠ 📘 Facebook: ⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠⁠⁠⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): ⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠⁠⁠⁠ 🎥 YouTube: ⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠⁠

Archie Thompson’s story is shaped by identity, discipline, success, and ultimately, self-discovery. From growing up as an introverted kid navigating insecurity and racism in rural Australia, to becoming one of the most recognisable figures in Australian football, his journey reflects both external achievement and internal struggle. What followed wasn’t just a career in sport, but a deeper process of understanding who he was beyond being “Archie the footballer.” In this conversation, Archie shares how early experiences of feeling different shaped his sense of self, and how sport became both an outlet and a source of validation. We explore the tension between ego and humility, the pressure of performance, and what it means to build identity around success. He reflects on his rise through professional football, the discipline it required, and the environments that both elevated and challenged him. Archie also opens up about the realities behind the scenes, including ego, culture within elite sport, and how recognition can quietly shape behaviour. We dive into his transition out of football, a period marked by loss of identity, emotional struggle, and confronting parts of himself that had long been avoided. He speaks honestly about low points, relationship breakdowns, and the internal chaos that followed stepping out of the spotlight. The turning point came through self-awareness, spiritual exploration, and deeper inner work. Through practices like meditation and confronting his past, Archie began rebuilding with greater accountability, peace, and alignment. This episode isn’t just about football. It’s about identity, ego, healing, and what it means to grow beyond the version of yourself the world once knew. We explore childhood insecurity, race and belonging, discipline, elite sport culture, ego vs humility, addiction patterns, relationships, fatherhood, spirituality, and the ongoing process of becoming a better man. Archie reflects on life after football, finding purpose beyond performance, building meaningful relationships, and living with greater presence, gratitude, and intention. We were privileged to sit down with Archie for a raw, honest, and powerful conversation. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.organicreflection.com⁠⁠⁠ 🎙 In this episode, we explore: • Growing up feeling different and identity formation • Racism, insecurity, and belonging • Discipline and the path to professional football • Ego, validation, and performance culture • Life inside elite sport environments • Transition out of football and loss of identity • Relationship struggles and accountability • Addiction patterns and destructive behaviours • Spirituality, healing, and inner work • Ego vs humility and self-awareness • Fatherhood, relationships, and growth • Living with intention, gratitude, and purpose 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠⁠⁠ 📘 Facebook: ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠⁠⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): ⁠⁠⁠ https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠⁠⁠ 🎥 YouTube: ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection⁠

Joel’s story is one shaped by violence, addiction, and ultimately, transformation. From growing up in a home where crime, alcohol, and abuse were normalised, to becoming involved in gangs and motorcycle clubs in Melbourne’s northern suburbs, Joel’s early life was built around survival, reputation, and the pursuit of validation. What followed wasn’t just survival, it was a complete reconstruction of identity. In this conversation, Joel shares how childhood bullying, growing up around crime, and a deep need for validation pushed him toward boxing, violence, and eventually the criminal underworld. We explore what it means to grow up believing strength is measured by dominance, how validation can become addictive, and how the environments we grow up in quietly shape the people we become. Joel reflects on his rise through the ranks of motorcycle clubs, the lure of power and reputation, and the culture of violence that surrounded him. He speaks openly about addiction to drugs and alcohol, time spent in prison, and the moments where his life reached absolute rock bottom, losing relationships, becoming homeless, and realising the cost of the life he was living. The turning point came when Joel entered rehabilitation in Sydney, where he began confronting the deeper issues driving his addiction, insecurity, ego, resentment, and the fear of returning to the bullied child he once was. This episode isn’t about crime. It’s about accountability, recovery, and the power of rebuilding a life from the ground up. We speak about masculinity, bullying, validation, addiction, prison culture, fatherhood, faith, ego, recovery, and the psychological transformation required to change a life built on survival. Joel opens up about becoming sober, rebuilding his relationship with his family, and discovering purpose through helping others who are struggling with addiction and trauma. He reflects on how the same intensity that once drove him toward crime and chaos now fuels his mission to guide others toward recovery and meaning. We were privileged enough to sit down with Joel and have a raw, honest, and powerful conversation. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 ⁠⁠ https://www.organicreflection.com⁠⁠ 🎙 In this episode, we explore: • Growing up around crime and violence • Bullying and the search for validation • Boxing and identity formation • Gang culture and motorcycle clubs • Addiction and destructive coping mechanisms • Prison life and survival inside the system • Rock bottom moments and losing family • The journey through rehabilitation and recovery • Faith, accountability, and personal transformation • Turning destructive intensity into purpose 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection⁠⁠ ⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠⁠ 📘 Facebook: ⁠⁠ https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): ⁠⁠ https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠⁠ 🎥 YouTube: ⁠⁠ https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

Gwayne’s story is one marked by trauma, survival, and ultimately, redemption. From witnessing tragedy at just four years old to battling suicidal thoughts before he reached ten, Gwayne’s early life was shaped by grief, violence, and a search for belonging. What followed wasn’t just survival, it was transformation. In this conversation, Gwayne shares how childhood trauma, depression, and life in the streets forged his identity long before he understood what he was carrying. We explore what it means to grow up blaming yourself for something you couldn’t control, how anger can become armour, and how discipline, faith, and mentorship can slowly rebuild a fractured foundation. Gwayne reflects on losing his sister, fleeing his home as a teenager, running with the wrong crowd, and reaching a point where he had to decide whether he would be consumed by his past or use it to serve others. He speaks openly about suicidal ideation, depression as a “heavy blanket” that never fully lifted, and the turning point where boxing and faith gave him structure, purpose, and direction. This episode isn’t about fighting. It’s about healing. And the courage to turn pain into purpose. We speak about childhood trauma, masculinity and vulnerability, survivor’s guilt, boundaries, burnout, faith, discipline, forgiveness, and what it truly means to plant seeds in the next generation. Gwayne opens up about working with vulnerable young men, using boxing as a vehicle for transformation, and discovering that his greatest calling wasn’t building businesses, it was building people. We were privileged enough to sit down with Gwayne and have one of the most honest, confronting, and powerful conversations we’ve ever had. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 ⁠ https://www.organicreflection.com⁠ 🎙 In this episode, we explore: • Childhood trauma and survivor’s guilt • Suicidal ideation at a young age • Depression and emotional suppression • Violence, belonging, and identity • Faith and discipline as transformation • Boundaries and avoiding burnout • Masculinity and vulnerability • Boxing as a tool for healing and mentorship • Turning pain into purpose 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection⁠ ⁠ https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast⁠ 📘 Facebook: ⁠ https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): ⁠ https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: ⁠ https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

Bryce Crawford’s journey is one marked by surrender, conviction, and an unwavering pursuit of God’s presence. From early encounters with faith to moments of deep testing, Bryce has learned what it means to trust God not just in comfort, but in uncertainty, obedience, and sacrifice. What followed wasn’t just belief, it was transformation. In this conversation, Bryce shares how his relationship with Christ reshaped his identity, purpose, and understanding of success. We explore what it means to walk by faith in a distracted world, how intimacy with God is built in the quiet places, and the cost, and reward, of living fully surrendered. Bryce reflects on learning to hear God’s voice, remaining obedient in seasons of waiting, and standing firm in truth when culture pulls the other way. This episode isn’t about religion. It’s about relationship. And the courage to trust God with everything. We speak about prayer, spiritual discipline, doubt and renewal, identity in Christ, modern distractions, and the power of living a life rooted in Scripture and humility. Bryce opens up about how faith became more than words, it became a way of life, and how peace is found when you stop striving and start abiding. We were privileged enough to sit down with Jesus, with Bryce Crawford, and have one of the most powerful, faith-filled conversations we’ve ever had. God bless. Get your C60 here 👇🏼 🌐 https://www.organicreflection.com 🎙 In this episode, we explore: • Building a genuine relationship with God • Hearing and trusting God’s voice • Faith in seasons of uncertainty • Identity and purpose in Christ • Prayer and spiritual discipline • Navigating doubt and spiritual growth • Living boldly for God in a modern world • Surrender, obedience, and peace 🌍 Join the community beyond the mic 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/organicreflection https://www.instagram.com/organicreflectionpodcast 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

Naila Ahmed grew up in a world shaped by instability, violence, and emotional silence. From an early age, she learned how deeply unspoken pain can shape the body, relationships, and the direction of a life. What followed wasn’t just trauma, it was an awakening. In this conversation, Naila shares how early exposure to domestic violence, emotional repression, and loss led her toward counselling, somatic healing, and faith. We explore how suppressed emotion can manifest physically, how survival patterns repeat across generations, and the moment you realise your life can no longer continue the way it has been. This episode isn’t about blame. It’s about awareness. And the courage to choose healing. We speak about grief, forgiveness, masculinity and vulnerability, the intelligence of the body, and the grounding power of prayer and presence. Naila reflects on how her pain became her purpose and how healing begins when you stop running from yourself. In this episode we explore: • How childhood experiences shape identity and relationships • Emotional repression and its impact on the body • Generational trauma and inherited patterns • Masculinity, vulnerability, and healing • Somatic healing and nervous system regulation • Faith as grounding and refuge • Turning pain into purpose 🎙 Join the community beyond the mic: 📸 Instagram: @organicreflection 📸 Instagram: @organicreflectionpodcast 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

Bryce Gledhill grew up in a home shaped by fear, confusion, and a kind of childhood pain most people never speak about. What he carried into adulthood wasn’t just emotional, it took a physical form that changed his entire relationship with himself. But this episode isn’t about what broke him, it’s about what woke him up. When Bryce reached a point he never thought he’d come back from, something shifted. What followed was a transformation that touched every part of his life, body, mind, identity, and direction. This conversation explores the impact of early trauma, the patterns we build to survive, and the moment you realise your life can’t keep going the way it has been. It’s about reclaiming a future you once believed wasn’t meant for you. This isn’t a story about weight loss. It’s a story about coming home to yourself. In this episode we explore: • How childhood experiences shape the way we see ourselves • The patterns and coping mechanisms we build to feel safe • The moment that forces you to confront everything you’ve been avoiding • What real transformation actually asks of you • Healing the parts of yourself you were taught to silence • Rewriting the story you were handed 🎙 Join the community beyond the mic: 📸 Instagram: @organicreflection 📸 Instagram: @organicreflectionpodcast 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

This is an episode to approach thoughtfully. Not because the story is too heavy to hold but because it is real in a way most people aren’t used to hearing. We sit down with Prue Barnes , a Feminine Embodiment and Energy Healing practitioner whose work focuses on helping women reconnect with their inner feminine wisdom, cultivate safety in their bodies and rediscover their aliveness. Prue shares a moment in her childhood that changed everything, a life-altering shock that reshaped her family forever. The world she knew shifted overnight, and although life continued, something fundamental was lost. She speaks openly about how that early grief formed cracks that later expressed themselves in silence, confusion, and a sense of being disconnected from her own worth and identity. As she grew older, those unspoken wounds transformed into self-destructive patterns, chasing distractions, pushing limits, numbing pain. And then came more heartbreak: miscarriage, the collapse of the version of life she thought she was “supposed” to have, and the painful but necessary ending of a marriage. Each breakdown became a doorway to deeper self-awareness. But the most powerful part of her story isn’t the pain, it’s what she did with it. Through embodiment, inner work and the courage to look within, Prue rebuilt from the inside out. She now guides women through the same process: turning survival into sovereignty. This conversation is about what happens when the life you built no longer fits and the bravery it takes to choose yourself. In this episode we explore: • A childhood moment that forever changed the shape of family and identity • The invisible grief that follows us into adulthood • How pain can turn into patterns of chaos, pushing limits, and self-abandonment • The crushing silence of miscarriage and losing the life you imagined • Divorce as an initiation into truth, awakening, and rebirth • The power of feminine embodiment and the wisdom held in the body • Relearning safety, belonging, and aliveness • Choosing healing not as a destination, but a life-long return to self If you’ve ever felt like your life has come undone, questioned who you are beneath the roles you play, or wondered whether it’s possible to rebuild when everything feels lost, Prue’s story is a reminder that transformation begins the moment you decide you deserve more. 🎙 Join the community beyond the mic: 📸 Instagram: @organicreflection 📸 Instagram: @organicreflectionpodcast 📘 Facebook: ⁠ https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection⁠ 🐦 X (Twitter): ⁠ https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect⁠ 🎥 YouTube: ⁠ https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection

This is an episode to approach with care. Not because it is sensationalised or dramatic, but because the truth shared here is raw, unfiltered, and deeply human. We sit down with Jessica Ella, Melbourne-based women’s trauma therapist and mentor, whose work centres on helping women reclaim safety, identity, and self-worth after profound relational and childhood trauma. Jessica speaks with an honesty that is rare, the kind that holds nothing back. She opens up about her sexual abuse story, the defining moments that reshaped her life, and the path that led her to become a guide for women who feel unseen, unheard, and disconnected from themselves. Her healing is not theoretical or clinical, it is lived, embodied, and carried with a strength that invites others into their own transformation. There are people whose presence disarms you instantly and whose words land in a way that stays long after the conversation ends. Jessica is one of those people. Her insight is sharp, her compassion unwavering, and her willingness to speak the truth offers a kind of clarity that feels both confronting and freeing. This episode is about reclamation, courage, and what it means to rebuild yourself after trauma. It is a conversation for those who are ready, and one that deserves to be received gently. • Jessica’s personal journey and the lived experiences that shaped her calling • How trauma rewires identity, relationships, and the nervous system • The survival patterns women adopt, and how they can be unlearned • Why the body carries truth long before the mind can articulate it • What real healing requires, including boundaries, self-trust, and compassion • How Jessica helps women break cycles of shame and reconnect with their power If you have ever carried wounds quietly, questioned your worth, or wondered whether healing is possible after deep harm, Jessica’s story offers both understanding and hope. Her journey reframes trauma recovery as a return to yourself, one that is challenging, sacred, and absolutely possible. 🎙 Join the community beyond the mic: 📸 Instagram: @organicreflection 📸 Instagram: @organicreflectionpodcast 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/organicreflection 🐦 X (Twitter): https://twitter.com/OrganicReflect 🎥 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@organicreflection