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Shadow work isn’t the destination, the Afterglow is. Morgan Garza breaks down the messy, magical, and occasionally unhinged process of becoming who you actually are. This show covers shadow work, astrology, and the full, unfiltered spectrum of being human. Love, Light & Black Holes with Morgan Garza is for the people who are done pretending they’re fine, and ready to stop leaking power. This isn’t love and light nonsense. This is the real work: facing your shadow, understanding your wounds, and actually coming out the other side. Morgan has guided thousands of people through shadow work over the past 6 years and is writing a book all about the framework she’s developed. As someone who has lived everything she teaches, from surviving a terrorist attack to collapsing under the weight of a life built on avoidance, she knows what it costs to keep running from yourself. And she knows what’s waiting when you stop. Each episode covers shadow work practices, Chiron astrology, inner alchemy, self-development, psychology, spirituality, and the parts of the human experience nobody else wants to talk about. No toxic positivity. No guru energy. No bypassing the hard stuff. Get your free Shadow + Chiron Report at shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com
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You know when you’ve asked for the thing, scripted the thing, visualized the thing, journaled about the thing, made the vision board, lit the candle, talked to the moon, and generally made it VERY clear to the universe that this is what you want… and yet your actual life is still over here doing the same old shit? Ya, same. In this episode, I’m talking about the difference between manifesting and rehearsing, because I realized I have spent a lot of time getting very good at imagining the life I want while still making choices from the identity I’m trying to leave behind. And apparently I’m not alone. We’re getting into why the familiar can feel safer than the future, why we can want something with our whole chest and still back away from it when it gets real, why your old identity will absolutely try to drag you back into a life you already know you’ve outgrown, and why sometimes the problem is not that your manifestation isn’t showing up. Sometimes it’s that you keep asking for a new life while making decisions from the old one. AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page Programs and Resources FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. This is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
This is a loving roast. And I'm roasting myself first. We live in a time where you can know your Myers-Briggs type, your Enneagram number, your Human Design chart, your Big Five, your CliftonStrengths, your DISC profile, your attachment style, your love language, your Gene Keys, your Chiron placement, your nervous system patterns, your childhood wounds, your trauma responses, your inner child's core beliefs, and your entire astrological birth chart. And still choose the wrong person. Scroll instead of sending the email that could change your life. Shrink in the meeting. Ghost the opportunity. Send the text at midnight you absolutely knew you shouldn't send. We have never had more information about ourselves in the history of humanity. And we are still acting a fool. This episode is about why. And what actually changes it. I get into the gap between self-awareness and integration — why all the information in the world doesn't close the loop if you're not willing to go into the actual darkness. I talk about the 10 years I spent knowing I had trauma from the terrorist attack in India and drinking my way through it anyway. The shadow that shows up in your relationships, your bank account, your sleep, your health — whether you've locked it in the cellar or not. And what it actually felt like to go in. Because I didn't get to know myself until I went into my darkness. And the information? It gave me zero awareness until I did. Unbothered starts September 24th. Four weeks. Two lives. Lifetime access. Everything I've learned since 2021 poured into one place. This is the integration piece that's been missing. Link below. UNBOTHERED (starts September 24th) → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/unbothered Programs and Resources FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. This is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
I was shadowmaxxing for years before I had a word for it. When I sat down to write this week's Substack I started tracing the timeline of every wild, unexpected, how-did-that-even-happen moment in my life — and I was shook. Every single one of them arrived right after I stopped avoiding something and went into it instead. Every. Single. Time. This episode is my box of receipts. The stories. The proof. The pattern that I cannot unsee and now you won't be able to either. We get into the waterfall in Spain where Love Light and Black Holes was accidentally born from a panic attack. The shadow work I did on my India trauma in 2018 that blew the dam open and started the flood. The year I was celibate and fell in love with myself so completely that my husband showed up exactly as everything I'd written in my journal. The grief after my dad died that opened me up to the most magical, liminal, creatively electric season of my entire life. The month off I took before Afterglow launched that cleared the channel so completely it sold out without me chasing a single person. And the two book deals that landed in my inbox when I wasn't asking for them, because I was too busy getting out of my own way. Shadowmaxxing didn't bring me where I wanted to go. It brought me somewhere my vision board couldn't even imagine. And I think you've been doing it too, you just didn't have a name for it yet! The 7-day Shadowmaxxing Challenge starts August 24th!! It's just $14 to come build your own list of receipts with me. https://lovelightandblackholes.com/shadowmaxxing-challenge Programs and Resources FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. This is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
Join the 7-day Shadowmaxxing Challenge to reverse engineer the fear behind your desire! WE start August 24 and it's only $14! For $2/day you can afford to get the F out of your own way! https://lovelightandblackholes.com/shadowmaxxing-challenge Everyone in the spiritual space will tell you to surrender. Nobody tells you what that actually means. Because most people hear surrender and picture one of two things: a white flag on a battlefield or a woman lying on a couch burning incense whispering "if it's meant to be it'll find me." And both of those images are completely wrong. Surrender is not passive. It's active. It's the most neurologically demanding thing your nervous system is asked to do. Because you're being asked to move against a deeply wired biological survival mechanism that says control equals safety. It takes more strength than almost anything else. And when you understand how to actually do it, everything changes. This episode is the full breakdown. We get into why the word surrender got such a bad reputation (spoiler: it's French military language and it literally meant defeat), the savasana analogy that reframes everything, the spectrum from fear to uncertainty to trust to surrender and how to move through it, and the Arizona house story, the most important decision I didn't make, that put me five minutes from my dad during his cancer treatment and gave me the most irreplaceable time of my life. His last breath was my last in my old life. And my first in a whole new timeline. That's what surrender gave me. I couldn't have manifested it. I would have manifested the wrong life. Programs and Resources FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. This is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
One year ago, I launched Love, Light, and Black Holes because I needed somewhere to put my grief. I had no grand strategy. No master content plan. Just a nervous system full of ghosts, a microphone, some lipstick, and a desire to make something meaningful out of a season that had completely rearranged my life. 365 days later, that “little grief project” has changed everything. In this anniversary episode, I’m looking back at the year that led to a book deal, gave me the confidence to quit my job, helped me find my voice again, and showed me that something does not need millions of downloads to change your life. I’m also sharing what comes next: becoming the CEO of my own creative life, learning how to build structure without killing the magic, and launching my new public experiment: growing The Afterglow publication on Substack to 10,000 subscribers before my second book, Love, Light, and Black Holes: Unflinching Shadow Work for a Messy, Magical, Modern Life , is published in spring 2027. This is not a polished playbook from the other side. It is the messy middle, shared in real time. We’re talking grief, devotion, discipline, creative visibility, entrepreneurship, shadow work, building a media company, and what happens when you finally decide to take your own work as seriously as you’ve taken everyone else’s. In this episode: Why I started podcasting as a way to process grief How the podcast changed my life before it became conventionally “successful” What modest downloads taught me about impact The connection between devotion and discipline Why “following the energy” is not a complete business strategy My free-spirit-to-CEO identity crisis Why structure can protect creativity instead of suffocating it The story behind my upcoming book, Love, Light, and Black Holes Why I’m building an audience of 10,000 Substack subscribers before pub day What you can expect from the 10K Before Pub Day Experiment How to look back at your own year before deciding what comes next Join the experiment Follow the full 10K Before Pub Day journey on The Afterglow, where I’ll be sharing the wins, failures, strategy, magic, numbers, lessons, and inevitable identity crises along the way. https://substack.com/@morgangarza Programs and Resources FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. This is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
July 26th was one of the most astrologically stacked days of the year. The lunar nodes shifted, kicking off an 18-month cycle that governs every eclipse through March 2028. North Node into Aquarius, South Node into Leo. The Lion's Gate portal opened. Saturn went retrograde in Aries. And a total solar eclipse in Leo is coming on August 12th, which is IMO the most significant astrological event of 2026. This episode breaks down each event separately and then ties them all together because the through line is impossible to ignore: authenticity is not a vibe right now. It's your business plan, your survival strategy, and your highest frequency. Every single transit happening right now is asking the same question in a different language: are you performing or are you actually living your truth? I get into the nodal shift from Leo to Aquarius and what the "weird money era" actually means. The Lion's Gate portal and why timing your beginnings intentionally isn't woo, it's strategy. Saturn retrograde's 4.5 month audit on everything you're building. And the total solar eclipse in Leo starting something that will grow over the next 6 months. Also: listen to this again before August 12th. You're going to want the refresher. Mentioned in this episode: Existential Kink by Carolyn Elliott → https://a.co/d/0gjpu6hX Last week's episode: Look Back to Go Forward → https://pod.link/1831928960/episode/MjgyOGNlOWMtMGIyNC00ZWUyLThhODctMTIwMTJmM2QxMmVi Episode on not manifesting during eclipse season → https://pod.link/1831928960/episode/YjA1NmU4MTktMGFmNi00YTkxLWJiNTYtYjJjNjRiZGNiNGVl Node dates to look back on: 1998-2000 / 2007-2009 / 2017-2018 Programs and Resources FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
Remember when you wanted what you have now?! This time last year I was ash. Seven months out from losing my dad, deep in grief, telling everyone I was writing a book without a single word on the page, driving to the tip of Baja Mexico in hurricane season, laying the very first brick of Love Light and Black Holes. I had no idea what I was doing. I just had audacity and a very clear why. And now, I have a thriving podcast, my book is done and submitted. I quit my job and sold out my first program for a $10k launch. AAANNNDDD my Substack ranking 68 in culture on day one. I am living the life I was journaling about wanting last year. And so many things happened that I didn't even know I wanted. Looking back before you go forward. Honoring how far you've come not as nostalgia but as the most powerful fuel there is. Because you cannot move forward with full power while leaving all that evidence of your own capability on the table. And most of us are running on empty because we keep doing exactly that. Programs and Resources MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
I just turned 40. And if I live to 80, goddess willing, this is midlife. This is it. And I'm not having a crisis. I'm having an initiation. This episode is specifically for women. Because we are going through something right now that nobody prepared us for, that looks normal on paper, that doctors dismiss, and that we're quietly convinced means we're losing our minds. We're not losing our minds. We're losing our performance. And there is a massive difference. If you were born between 1984 and 1995 you are in or entering your Uranus Opposition. This is the astrological transit that the culture calls a midlife crisis and that I'm calling a midlife reorganization. Paired with the Chiron Return coming in your late 40s and early 50s, and the perimenopause that nobody warned us was coming this early. You are being forged. Everything crumbling is not evidence that something went wrong. It's evidence that something is finally going right. We get into the Uranus Opposition and what it's actually doing (dismantling the life you built for approval so the life you actually want can finally have room), the Chiron Return and why 50 is the beginning of your real power not the end of your relevance, and perimenopause. This hormonal shift chemically removes the infrastructure of people-pleasing and leaves you standing in the middle of everything you built going wait, I kind of really fucking hate this. That's not a breakdown. That's clarity. I was forged through loss. My grief taught me more about myself than joy ever could. And I am now standing in the middle of everything I ever wanted. This is what the initiation is for. And I want that for you too. Programs and Resources NEW ME, NOW WHAT? → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
NEW ME, NOW WHAT? is ready to help you get to where you want to go as the person you want to be. And the astrology this summer literally couldn't be more perfect. Jupiter moved into Leo on June 30th and I felt it before I even checked my phone. The book is submitted. The program sold out. The Substack launched. I'm showing up on video even when the camera cuts out halfway through. This is Jupiter in Leo in practice. Not fearlessness, just doing it anyway and doing it loud. This episode is about the two transits happening simultaneously right now that are completely changing the game. Jupiter in Leo is the year-long invitation to be seen, to create, to stop dimming yourself and step onto the stage your soul has been building toward. And Chiron in Taurus is the worth wound that just surfaced for all of us, asking the harder question: do you actually believe you deserve the visibility Jupiter is offering? We get into why delulu is genuinely the solulu right now, what real visibility looks like versus performing for approval, how the worth wound shows up in the exact moments that count (and why you pull back right when things are about to click), and how to work with both of these transits in your actual life, not just in theory. Also: I launched a Substack! The link is down below. Programs and Resources NEW ME, NOW WHAT? → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
I almost canceled my anniversary trip to the Grand Canyon. Two weeks out, I was spiraling in my own head about my health, my adrenals, my anemia, my thyroid, all of it. I was THIS close to eating $1000 in permits and staying home. And then I hiked 30 miles in 72 hours. Didn't stop once on the switchbacks out. Watched the sun rise over the canyon with my headlamp on and came out the other side thinking, "who IS this woman and where has she been?" This episode is about fear. What it actually is, why it's so convincing, why your brain is genuinely just trying to protect you and also completely full of shit about what you can handle. I get into the Grand Canyon trip, losing my dad and surviving my greatest fear, having my confidence obliterated by grief and rebuilding it from scratch, and why I now believe with every cell in my body that fear has a terrible track record and you have a perfect one. Your survival rate is 100%. You have not been taken out once. Fear doesn't know what you're made of. And it's time to stop letting it make your decisions. This one moved through me. I hope it moves through you too. Programs and Resources NEW ME, NOW WHAT? 90-min workshop → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
Sometimes I forget that most people don't sit around talking about death, soul contracts, the afterlife, and what really happens when everything falls apart. This episode gets into all of this and more. Get ready for a mind blow that will bring you back to your truth, your power, and your self-trust. BONUS: you might not be afraid of death after listening to this! I get into: Soul contracts and why we chose our challenges before we got here The veil of forgetting and why the amnesia is the design not the flaw The difference between the dark night of the soul (which I don't actually believe in) and the dark night of the ego (which is what's actually happening) Why I'm not afraid of dying anymore How to tell the difference between anxiety and intuition when they feel impossibly similar And why when you're in the messy middle of "new me, now what" the worst thing you can do is ask everyone else what to do Press play and listen with your soul, not your brain. If you're stuck between who you were and who you're becoming, wondering "ok ... now what?" the workshop to get you through the messy middle is ready. Sing up for "NEW ME, NOW WHAT?" to see what's on the other side. Books mentioned: Signs by Laura Lynn Jackson. Many Lives, Many Masters by Brian L. Weiss. Journey of Souls by Michael Newton. Programs and Resources NEW ME, NOW WHAT?: 90-min workshop → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-workshop AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
I submitted my book to my publisher yesterday!! And my 8-week program AFTERGLOW is sold out! I'm sitting here buzzing, realizing I didn't vision board my way here. I didn't say affirmations in the mirror. I became someone that this was inevitable for. And there is a massive difference between those two things. This episode is about manifestation vs magnetism. It's what The Secret got right, what it left out, and why your cup being full of your own unprocessed stuff means that even when good things arrive, they can't root in and stay. Magnetism is the root system. Manifestation is the fruit. You cannot skip the underground work and expect the tree to stand. In this episode I get into my story on what it looked like when the signal was jammed, when I couldn't string three sentences together after my dad died, when I genuinely believed I would never feel joy again. And what it looks like now on the other side of all of it, sitting in my full afterglow knowing the roots are what's holding me. Shadow work equals magnetism equals manifestation. In that order. Every time. Have a listen and give your affirmations a break until you understand the depth of magnetism! Programs and Resources AFTERGLOW waitlist → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
I used to be the girl ordering rounds of Patrón at last call. Nobody asked for them. Nobody needed them. But everyone was getting them because that's just who I was. Fast forward to now: in bed by 9pm, injecting myself with peptides, texting my husband about our keto macros. Same obsessive energy. Completely different protocols. This episode is the honest, funny, and surprisingly emotional story of going from party girl to peptide queen: what the drinking was masking why quitting didn't magically fix everything the social identity crisis of becoming the one who leaves at 10pm my tea-in-the-beer-bong bachelorette party moment and what's genuinely changed my health after years of surgeries, specialists, and nobody having answers. Also: I rolled my eyes at Ruby Warrington's Sober Curious when it came out in 2018. I am now the person she wrote it for. I owe her an apology. This is not an episode telling you to stop drinking. It's an episode about what's on the other side of the thing you think is helping you cope, and why the hunger for aliveness was always the real point. My story, my journey, my healing. Mentioned: Sober Curious by Ruby Warrington Programs and Resources AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
Since 2018, Uranus has been in Taurus shaking up everything that felt stable including relationships, health, finances, institutions, and so much more. If you're a Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, or Aquarius, you've been hit especially hard by this transit. But lucky for us all, the days of Uranus in Taurus ended on April 25 and we're now in the era of Uranus in Gemini. This is a HUGE shift that will impact our lives for generations. Uranus in Gemini is all about the mind, communication, travel, technology, and the stories we well. We'll see advancements in technology that we can't even fathom right now. When Uranus was in Gemini 84 years ago, we got the TV! We also had tons of war, so looks like more of that is on the horizon too. In this episode I cover: what Uranus in Gemini means how to process the change that happened with Uranus in Taurus what to expect and look out for the next 7-8 years how this transit means more communication with spirit and potential channeling how to work with this what to do after a quantum crumble and the announcement of my NEW workshop I'm already feeling lighter and brighter with this cosmic movement. Listen in and get ready for massive innovation until 2033! Programs and Resources NEW ME, NOW WHAT workshop → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/new-me-now-what-waitlist AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
I almost didn't record this episode. I recorded a completely different one yesterday, edited it last night, and put it in the trash. It wasn't where I'm going. It was where I've been. So I woke up this morning and recorded this instead. This one is for the part of you that already knows. The part that's been quietly aware for a while now that something in your life has run its course. The job. The relationship. The version of yourself you built for other people's comfort. The one that's exhausted from pretending it doesn't know exactly what you want. I talk about why we stay in things we've outgrown, how staying is actually costing you, and what happens when you stop playing it safe. When you shift from panic to purpose. When you stop forcing and start allowing. This is for you if you're at a crossroads or if you're sick of feeling like you've lost yourself in the shuffle of life. Because I have and I get it. Press play for an injection of how to move from staying small to taking a big leap. Programs and Resources AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-page FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
Join AFTERGLOW → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-page I'm baaaaack! And I'm bursting with excitement! After 3 weeks off with tons of napping, snacking, dreaming, and pulling my arrow all the way back, I'm returning with the concept that's going to define everything going forward: the Afterglow. What happens after you do the shadow work. What's waiting on the other side of the descent. The part nobody in this space is talking about. This episode is a reframe, a manifesto, and a homecoming all at once. Shadow work is not the destination. The descent is not the point. And I refuse to build something that keeps you living in your wound forever. Get in, do the work, get out, get on with your life. That's the philosophy. Always has been. Oh! And the Afterglow program is officially open for waitlist. Eight weeks. Beta pricing. Founding member energy. Doors open for enrollment May 10th. My 40th birthday. Obviously. AAARROOOO!!! Programs and Resources AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page FREE Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
Short and sweet "episode" this week to practice what I preach and take a much needed break! Pull the arrow back and take a pause before going for the next bull's eye. Aries season will burn you the F out if you let it. I said NOPE and booked a trip instead. Hasta luego! Permission granted to do the same. It's spring break, y'all! Programs and Resources FREE Chiron Astro Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
April's astrology is not playing!!! We have Aries season fully loaded, all planets direct all month, a Chiron cazimi that wants to illuminate your deepest wound to show your greatest power, a new moon asking you to plant something real AND on April 25th, Uranus moves into Gemini for the first time since 1941. This is once in a lifetime energy and I break down every major date so you can hit the ground running like Aries wants. This is CHANGE YOUR LIFE energy. The only question is, are you game? Key dates this episode: April 1 — Full Moon in Libra April 9 — Mars enters Aries April 12 — Mars conjunct Neptune April 16 — Chiron Cazimi April 17 — New Moon in Aries April 19-20 — Mars, Saturn, Mercury pile-up in Aries April 25 — Uranus enters Gemini (until 2033) Mentioned in this episode: Clon Bedell, Queer Cosmos https://www.colinbedell.com/ Programs and Resources FREE Astro Report to Find Your Shadow in Your Birth Chart → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
Last year, over 10 million Americans microdosed psychedelics. 10 million!!! Johns Hopkins has published over 150 peer-reviewed studies. There are nearly 400 active clinical trials running right now. Veterans are using MDMA to heal PTSD. Cancer patients are using psilocybin to stop being afraid of dying. Ibogaine is interrupting opioid addiction in ways that nothing else has been able to touch. The science is in. The research is real. And somehow the loudest conversation about all of this is still happening on wellness TikTok between mushroom gummy ads. Let's get into it! ENTER THE VOID! In this episode I get into: the science of psychedelics and the studies fueling what we can finally prove how humans has always tripped balls for as long as we have records my own experience with psychedelics and microdosing the importance of integration and reverence 3 ways to tap into the magic that goes beyond the "biohacking" trends Mentioned in this episode: MAPS https://maps.org/ Paul Stamets https://paulstamets.com/ Neuroplasticity research https://open-foundation.org/psilocybin-and-neuroplasticity/ Programs and Resources FREE Astro Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
Before there were therapists, there were witches. Before there were pharmacies, there were witches. In every culture, in every era, there was someone who knew the plants, sat with the dying, read the signs in the sky, and held the community's grief. They were called a healer, a midwife, a medicine keeper, until that knowledge became threatening. Then they called her a witch and tried to burn it out of her. It didn't work. In this episode I get into: the real history of witchcraft who witches actually were and why they were targeted how 1.5 million practitioners and 8 billion WitchTok views brought the witch back and how to begin a practice if something in you is hungry for something real. This one is for everyone. The witch has never had a gender. She has a hunger. My coven, Way of the Witch is open until April 1! Come practice magic with us! Programs and Resources WAY OF THE WITCH IS OPEN! https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven FREE Chrion Astro Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/ FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation All programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs Keep the Magic Rolling: Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/ Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/ About Our Sponsors: Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/ Disclaimer : This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support. The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/
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